Hey I'm not dead, just haven't been on anything social media-wise in awhile. I made a new account. https://www.deviantart.com/tomaster67 I'm doing ok now. I go by Tom he/him. Things are looking up for the first time in a long time. You can look at my new account if you want, but it doesn't matter. Have a good day and live your best life!
Someone made my day today. I was talking to my friend and showed them some of my drawings of pretty boys. I then sighed and said how i wished i could be a pretty boy but couldn't because If i try to, i'll just look like a girl. They then looked at me and said, "but you are one. You're a pretty boy already"
No matter how you may look, you will always be what you are in your heart. No matter what people tell you.
So today has been great. My gf is back from hospitilization and i'm really happy!!!! But yeah i went from super stressed and depressed to overly happy in half an hour. (especially cause i had no idea what had happened to her for a week and a half and aparently she had overdoesed and ugh) but now i'm super happy!!!!